My Heart and Soul....
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2003-04-24 04:35:29 (UTC)

My Sissy

This is a special one to my sister. Cause I love hers, and I
know I don't tell her enough.

~~~One's sister is a part of one's essential self, an
eternal presence of one's heart and soul and memory.~~~

Thats so true. I was lucky enough to be born 11 months after
my sister. So I grew up with the best of both worlds....a
twin, and a big sister. For the better part of our *younger
days* she was my only playmate, except for the occasional
weekend when Amber or Kristen and Narahli would come over.
But even then, we hung out together. Almost all of the
memories I have throughout my life include my sister. I
remember writing in my diary last year, right before she
graduated, that I wasn't ready to let go of her. She's been
gone to college a year now...and guess what....I'm still not
ready. I miss her terribly, and I LOVE it when she comes
home. Sure we fight, but we've always fought. Who hasn't had
a few spats with their best friend?! Living with someone
24/7/365 for 18 years will do that to you. But...all the
fights and disagreements have only brought us closer. How
many people have a sister that they can talk to about
anything?! Sex, drugs, family, friends, guys.....I can talk
to her about anything....and the times when I choose to
listen to her feedback....she actually has some pretty good
outlooks on life. A few that have helped me through some
tough times.

I hate to admit it...but I admit everything in here...so
I'll say it....there are a lot of things about my sister
that I envy. Her ability to just go out and make tons of
friends where ever she goes. Her ability to make anyone
smile, even in the worst of times. The way that sports and
studies just come so natural to her.

As different as we are, we are like two peas in a pod. No
one will ever replace my sister in my life. It's going to be
hard as we grow up, and go our seperate ways. For so long it
was always her, me and my mom. When my mom was gone, we took
care of each other. When my Dad was being a dick, we stood
up for each other. And now, we are both growing up and
moving in different directions, and I wonder whose going to
take care of me......whose going to keep my secrets, drive
me home when I'm too drunk to pronounce my last name, stick
up for me when someone talks shit about me.....**"You can't
think how I depend on you, and when you're not there the
colour goes out of my life"**...........

I love you Court. I know you don't like me getting all
mushy....But I don't do it that often. And you really have
been my best friend for all of my life. I don't know what
I'd do without you, and I hope I never have to find out. No
matter where we go in life, we'll always be sisters.blue
triangleWe are sisters. We will always be sisters. "^^Our
differences may never go away, but neither, for me, will our
song"^^.....and you'll never be a polar bear. I love you
more than anything! Keep you chin up, keep smiling, never
change a damn thing about yourself....and never forget your
little sister.....you know...the one who beats you up, and
fights with you about everything....(someone's got to keep
you honest... :-P)

I love you sissy-pooh!!!!!!!!!!

"No one knows better than a sister how we grew up, and who
our friends, teachers, and favorite toys were. No one knows
better than she."