Eyes of a fallen angel

Just another Disturbance
2003-04-23 20:29:40 (UTC)

I HATE YOU

I HATE YOU SO MUCH!
I CANT BELIEVE YOU DID THIS TO ME
WHY DID YOU DESERT ME
I AM LYING HER ALL ALONE
BECAUSE YOU WERE TOO BUSY
WHY DO I EVEN WASTE VALUBLE TIME ON YOU?
I HATE IT WHEN YOU SAY I LOVE YOU
I KNOW IT'S NOT TRUE
I HATE IT WHEN YOU SAY NO
I KNOW YOU MEAN YES
I HATE IT WHEN YOU SAY YOUR NOT LYING
WHEN I KNOW YOU ARE
I AM SICK OF YOUR LIES
THATS ALL IT IS
I DONT EVEN WANT TO LOOK AT YOU
AND CONSIDER THE FACT THAT
IT WAS BECAUSE OF YOU THAT I AM HERE TODAY
I THANK YOU FOR THAT ONE THING
THAT IS THE ONLY THING YOU EVER DID FOR ME
I UNDERSTAND THAT PAIN IS NECESSARY
BUT THE PAIN YOU CAUSED ME IS NOTHING I DESERVE
KNOW THAT
WHEN YOU CALL ME OR EVEN THINK ABOUT SAYING MY NAME
I DONT WANT YOU THINKING, SPEAKING,
EVEN REMEMBERING THAT I EXSIST!

Dedicated to my so called "FATHER"