a freak

can you see the real me?
2003-04-23 15:35:49 (UTC)

I finally realized...

I took me this long to realize that I really did like him.
It had almost seemed as if I had only liked him because he
was there. It seemed as if I only wanted someone to hold
onto while I tried to figure my life out. Remembering how
I acted through that whole time, remembering everything
that went on the last couple months, I finally realized
that he was more than someone to like because he was
there. All my friends couldn稚 believe that I liked HIM.
Why? He was a sick minded freak, and really ugly. Not to
mention I had hated him just a couple of weeks ago. What
happened to change my mind? Maybe I knew from the
beginning of the class that I would like him, and didn稚
want to admit it to myself. Maybe I was scared to actually
like someone again, and not just stick to what everyone
thought, that I liked Kyle, and nothing was going to change
that. Whatever it was, I told myself I wouldn稚 like you,
even though, I knew then, that it wouldn稚 be that easy not
to. It took me until today to realize that i did atcualy
like you, and that i just like you because i was sick of
kyle and you were there.




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