Morning Star

My Get Away
2003-04-23 15:27:14 (UTC)

thoughts

I have alot on my mind. I am dating someone from a
different school than me and my mother doesn't know about
it. Also on easter my father sort of ticked my mother off
and now they are not talking to eachother also one of them
has been sleeping on the couch since sunday. I just cannot
take it anymore, if this goes on much longer i am going to
lose my mind more than i did the last time they fought. My
mom is always saing that my dad doesnt care about her or
what she has to say or how she feels. That is a lie, but
she is always saying things like 'but I dont ever know what
i am talking about' or 'But i might be wrong cause you know
how stupid i am'. Next time she says something like that I
am just going to agree with her. I cant get up the courage
to confront my dad with how I feel they are acting. I have
what I want to say all planned out in my head and then I
just chicken out and dont say anything to him. I can't keep
my thoughts all bottled up inside my head. I f I do that
then my head will explode. I have to find a way to get
things out b/c I keep all my felings bottled up inside. I
have seen what that has done to my friends and I dont want
it to happen to me.

Morning Star




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