PerkyWallflower

I Hate This Place :)
2003-04-23 00:09:01 (UTC)

The bitch hit me

I just got home from my softball game, which we won 4-2
against Athens, and I'm just sitting here. The damn pitcher
hit me in the leg. Yep. Prom is in about 2 weeks. I have my
ACTs tomorrow and my PSAEs on Thursday. I'm kinda scared
actually. Jenna said they weren't that bad, but then again
Jenna's smarter than I am. Speaking of Jenna. We've gotten
most everything worked out, well atleast I thought so. She
still has a problem with George and I hanging out. It
wouldn't make me so mad if George and I weren't friends
BEFORE they got together. Hell, I fucking introduced them!
Maybe it's just me, but that's pretty shitty. I know that
we haven't exactly proved ourselves to be trustworthy in
the past, but that was 4 months ago. I've let it go as has
everyone else, but her. He and I have no intention of every
doing anything with eachother ever again. It was a mistake
that both of us are well aware that we've made...but
apparently never be forgiven for. I guess you can only ask
for so much though. I know what he says about her and does
when she isn't there. It is almost always about pleasing
her. I know he has no intention of cheating on her again. I
consider George my best guy friend. We tell eachother
pretty much everything. But, as for spending all of our
time together, it's not true. Actually, I see him maybe 3
times a week and we're always with Marc, Paul, Steve, Todd,
or Willy. Never alone. I make a point of it so I can't be
blamed for something that "could have happened."

Jenna if you read this: I'm sorry about what happened
between George and I. I know I was wrong and so does he.
I'm happy you guys can be together and be in love and all
that. But, the problems you guys have can't always be
because George and I are good friends and it's wrong of you
to expect him not to hang out with me. I don't know why you
wouldn't think it is. If your guys' relationship isn't what
you want, then do something about it. Talk to him and just
keep talking, even if he doesn't want to listen. Just keep
in mind what I've said. Soon enough we'll be true friends
again.

Other than that kids, I think I'm done.

*Desiree*




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