juliana

something to write home about
2003-04-21 18:53:42 (UTC)

Apple Trees

Only a few weeks left of school. I'm getting excited that
it's almost over, I'm really getting tired of the work. It'll be
nice to get away from everything for awhile, and beyond that i'll get
to really committ to jamie on a level that i dont' think i've had the
oppurtunity to. It seems that i want her around all of the
time, and thats amazing. To want to share everything with
someone and have them really become a part of you. When i'm here i'm
constantly looking forward to calling her, i kind of depend on the
conversations we
have, where i get to just hear her voice, tell her i love her.
Either way, i'm really looking forward to this race. It gives me
something to train for, a reason to push myself when i'm running. I
feel strong again, competetive. I'm sure i want to do well in front
of jamie as well, she excells at alot of things, and I miss that
feeling. It's kind of hard being in college, where my grades are
subpar and there's alot of really superior athletes here. I really
want to run a season of cross country at Union as well, just to say
that i did it. It would be a huge comittment, and i would
lose alot of my free time. I think it would be worth it though, to
have that feeling again. She'd also be a factor in that,
god, i really want to just impress her. In alot of ways,
everything i do is influenced by her, and my feelings for
her. She's irresistable

now i need you every day i need you more and more.




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