Nissie RoKz

Pink,... Punk... Life RoKz!
2003-04-21 13:25:34 (UTC)

E-mails

Well from 2 of my closest friends i get daily emials. I
email em the other day, and i dont no what it is, b/c she
talks to me on msn all the time, but she hasnt emailed me
back i think i scared her off or somthin. Maybe its that
she cant emial me b/c ppl are always around.

I figured somthin out, why jon is really inportant to
me. why i would to NE thing to keep him my friend or just
in my life, w/o bein mad at me. Well i think its b/c
courtney, yeah that sounds kinda bad... but its not.

Well listen ight..... i always dewl in the past, but
what other chose do i have? i mean courtney left me here,
and i mean theres not that many things that we do now, w/
her in NM and everthing. I mean my friends make fun of
courtney and say like your best friend lives across the US,
see how many friends you have. But at least shes true
always there!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well NE who, when im thinkin back on the old times, i
remember it like, Jon, Court, Matt, and Me..... Courts not
here NE more. So when im w/ jon i just act like everthings
ok, like im goin to go to school the next day, sit at my
lunch table w/ sam lacey courtney jon matt sam brown
somtimes becca. I mean thats just the way i think i
guess. i need jon to make me feel like everythings ok. I
no that kinda sounds crazy but its not.

I started out writtin this, not noin what to say at
all. but you think bout the 2 people i love most are jon
and court.

Im not just sayin that court is the only reason i want
to be friends w/ jon, i mean i have liked him forever you
no. but it just seems to make sence now. Why would i do
all the things i do, like ignor the fact that hes mean to
me for no reason ex that i like him? thats not right there
had to be somthin else. and there is somthin major, like a
best friend!!!

I dont no what started this dewlin spree thing its
just happens somtimes, maybe somtimes when i havein hard
times w/ my friends (thats always happenin now). or maybe
just the weather change... Warm weather ahead....
COURTNEYS COMIN HOME SOON!!!!!!!!!!!! and i guess this
year its more then that, i might go down there to see my
favorite mommy. i havent seen sience 6th grade summa!!!
and OMG thats a long time not to see someone you love like
your own mommy, but i guess its not just like she is my own
mommy!!!! my second mommy, and one of the best!!!

~Miss... Um.... Nissie~




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