dazine

DAZINE
2003-04-21 09:39:54 (UTC)

boys or love? (it's all god's fault)

hi.
i am a gay girl.
i love girls.
i cannot stop dreaming about them.
and not the perverted dreams about cunt and tits and ass.
the dreams where you are in a cloud of cotton candy
emotions and cinnamin swirl confetti glances and
infatuation and .....*sigh* bliss.
yes, i am a dreamer.
i have always been the sentimental one.
the emotional one,
holding heartbreak in her hands.
i wish i wish i wish i wasnt alone.

girls always want to fuck,
but my heart doesnt know how to fuck.
it knows how to love,
to love with all its might.

help me.

i feel i am doomed.

WELL...,
i have been getting involved with BOYS.
yes, boys.
they are appealing to my drunken eyes.
and twice as much to my parents' aspirations for my future.
and thrice as much to my mind, infested with the indellible stains of
the religious-cult norm i was raised
under.
GOD - FUCK YOU for destroying my life.
you have made it IMPOSSIBLE for me to get a fix.




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