Rasta Vaga

Sanitarium
2003-04-21 04:05:12 (UTC)

have I found the one ?

I know it has been a little while since I have written in
here but I have been very very busy. A good things have
happened to me lately. In my last entry I wrote about a
girl that stood out more then the rest on my visit to WV.
Well she has broken down a wall that I have had built up for
8 plus months now. When I was with her I felt something but
I kept it too myself cause I did not know if she felt the
same way. Well we have been talking a lot latley. I found
out she has the same feelings for me as I do her. I feel so
happy when I hear from her. I catch myself comming home
from work and jumping online to see if she is on or has left
me a message. I know we are a long distance apart but I
know we can make it work. I'm not sure how but, that is all
the fun in a relationship. Not knowing the future is great.
I have found someone that I can be fully open too and it
feels great. she knows parts of me that I have not told
anyone. It feels so great to be dating again. But I can
say this and I have told her this. I'm not in this for a
game. I'm too tired of the games. And she told me the same
thing. I have waited sooooo long for someone to take me for
who I am, and not want to change me. I know that I have
found that woman. I will give this my all to make this
work. She told me she didn't want to mess up my life here
in SC. She is not going to mess it up. I want to share my
life with her. I can't wait to go back and see her. I love
her with all my heart.... I love you janet




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