Mark Gittner

Gay Guy juggles his life struggles.
2003-04-21 03:33:36 (UTC)

Good Friday???

My god, i went out this friday with some friends to
connections, the gay club in Louisville. My friend
brittany's little brother invited some friends to meet us
there. His friend Mike was just a creamy dream the likes of
which I haven't seen in a while.

My world was absolutely turned upside down, since I have
not felt this "at first sight" attraction thing in a while.
To make it worse, he has a great personality, is very
sensitive, is a painter, and here is the bad part... he is
18. We hung out most of the night until I had to take Tanya
home, which sucked.

However he called me the next day and we talked for about
an hour about our respective break-ups with our JASONs we
had dated. Sigh- If only...

yeah right, too young, too fragile, and who knows how much
longer I have here? yeah yeah, same reasons I won't get
involved with wiley, even tho he doesn't make my heart skip
one like mike....

I am so fucking lonely that I am SO tempted to rob the

Yeah, so Happy Easter to you all too.