AndiGirl06

Life and such
2003-04-20 18:56:03 (UTC)

just when u start to think...

If it was this easy to find you
I should be ready for a fall....

things may finally be falling into place. well...sorta.
i was talking to christie (her) the other night, we were
talking abotu graduation or something to that extent, and
i said something like "yea if were still friends then" and
she replied with such confidence, "after all that we've
been through we better be friends!" you have no idea just
how great it felt to hear her say that. cause usually im
the only one who pulls for the freindship, but now... its
her.
I've come to realize that i just cant place logic to
everything. soemthings just happen and i have to just
learn to deal.
But i still think too much on the wayne issue. he always
asks me when we kiss what im thinking about and honestly..
im trying to convince myself not to like him... i keep
telling myself that tomorrow it will be diffrent, he'll
treat u like crap, if Sondra's around he'll ignore you...
But do i tell him all this?? no cause i am attached. and i
soo do not want to be. im not one of those girls that lets
to much out so that way i dont have to rely on anyone for
support. the only person that i do rely on is Christie,
and im soo scared with that.
alright well happy easter and merry christmas.. haha
i gotta go eat..lol
SeE ya's later




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