Eyes of a fallen angel

Just another Disturbance
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2003-04-20 00:19:51 (UTC)

Ashleigh

I miss her so much. She called me today 3 times, cant wait
till i get to see her next weekend! You dont know how much
i miss her. I get to see her that's all that matters... I
read her journal today and I realized what pain and torure
she had to go thru... it makes me feel like a horrible
person that i couldnt help her in anyway. Not that i ever
offered but I think i could have done SOMETHING to ease the
pain in time, whether it being I love you or how was your
day Ash? I didn't I blame myself for her pain, not all of
it was my fault but i could have been a better person
towards her but no, I had to fuck up once again and fight
with her over the stupidest reasons!Thats Jordan for ya a
lil self conceded bitch who enjoys messing up everyones
life. Actually i dont enjoy it I just happen to do it. I
hope she
does good in school to get a good education and live up life
but know
what's important and whats important is school. She needs a
future
she deserves it and she owes it to herself to do well after
what shes
been thru, to become and do something with her life than be
another
white trash bi-polar bitch like Shannon! Nick and I are ok
again not
going out just friends like i want it! At least something is
going
right? I need someone to guide and advise me but she isnt here
anymore, now who do i
have?

¤JoRdAn¤


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