PsychoSirus

Inner thoughts of sadness
2003-04-19 03:34:07 (UTC)

Extreme

Well this kinda sux, I was having loads of fun, I calmed
down. I start not being happy. I don't feel like one of the
really low moods, just kinda crappy. I mean, Im listening
to Staind, when ever I listen to Staind it isn't a good
sign. It seems everyone is back to normal, now. But
something will pop up as it always does, and we will all
start feeling like shit. Maybe thats what Im feeling.
Happiness has seemingly always been followed but sadness
and pain. I had them all laughing at crazy "Bolio" Antics.
But it also pissed them off severly. Im sorry guys.


He watched them playing, smiling, having fun. He wanted
that, something he has never achieved, something he is
afraid will pass him up. Love, a tormenting, yet awsome
feeling. A connection between people. He felt as if he
would always be an on looker, and he will never be part of
it. Faces blurred in his mind, girls he loved, but faces
that were on the other side of the glass, so to speak.
Never touched, never loved in return.

I dont know. It was random bull shit. Sorry for not putting
a little banner that said "Super depressed bull shit, heads
up" Hmmmmm Alright Im out, like a light. Gonna mentally
belate myself. Personal reminder, never have too much fun
or you will feel bad when everyone is tired of it, thus
draining your self of joy, I mean what the hell is that
anywhoo? Peace

~~Sirus




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