batgirl

everywish
2003-04-19 00:58:41 (UTC)

they paved paridise and put up a parking lot

I wish more people were on the internet to chat right now.
I havent toalked to most of them in a while... I'm so sick
of everything... worn out, and streched thin... I have had
enough of it all.
I havent written in this thing for a while... 11 days or
something. So much has happened in just the past seven
days. I'll type what I can remember.
I am still kindda sick with allergies and the sort... biut
slowley getting better.
We went to Carowinds with band last saturday. It was a lot
of fun, the bus ride and all. I brought 'The book of IF'
but they only looked in the back of the book for
questions... some bad stuff back there... and it brought
out the worst in everyone.
Sunday was just lovley. I was royaly pissed at my sister
at Youth, because she is so disrespectful, then i get in
the car and find my mom looking as if she was just crying,
and to top it all off... find out there are rumors going
around about me. Not very nice rumors.
I am sick of everything. The same old same old day in and
day out. People that are so boring, and so dry. Things
that never seem to change. I miss being young, and
restless, and foolish.
For any of you that dont know yet... I am now assitant
manager of the girls lacrosse team. Stacey is head
manager, and its a lot of fun. Getting a bit of a tan
too. They won thier first game, on wednesday - YES!! No
pads, no helments, just balls! They are awesome.
I'm so lonley right now, and I dont know why. I kindda mad
at my parents, for a bunch of little things. I am randomly
starting to tear up, and for those of you boys who think
you are smart, no - it is not PMS.
By the way, I am super confused about guys right now, and I
am sick of guys attempting to mack on me... or do the
little eyebrow thing... or implying stuff. GROW UP. There
is a difference between messing around with friends, and
just being wierd. Wish they would stop being wierd.
Todays a three day weekend, and its going to the dogs. I
doubt I will even catch a glimpse of my friends. I've been
in need of a pow-wow since sunday, and tonight I think I'm
going to burst.
I can't even put to words half of what I want to say, and
what i can, I am afraid someone will read. I shouldnt be
afraid though, I have to let people in.
They paved paridise to put up a parking lot.




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