2001-10-09 03:25:15 (UTC)

He is gone, once again

So Josh left at 5:45 this morning. It was so sad to see him
leave, because I fear without him here I won't feel as
strongly. Then I thought about it, and that isn't true.
Distance and time make the heart grow fonder. I am not sure
how I feel about anything right now. My feelings are all
muffled and mushed. I'd like to put all personal matters to
the side, but I know that isn't possible. So,I hope Josh
doesn't get too weird with me.