mad world
2003-04-17 20:41:02 (UTC)

perfect only in dreams

so they offerd me 3000 dollars for my truck, my dad wants
to fix it and give me a new one and sell it. ok i guess.
whatever. he is the biggest asshole ever. he try soo hard
to control what i look like ad if i dont look how he wants
me then he holds it over my hrad that i need him for money.
but you know what im getting really tired of it. im about
to just get a 2nd job and tell hime to fuck off.
we got ito a huge fight today he makes me feel like
worthless and i hate it. i have to see him for easter ad i
really dont want to. eather way my life hwa still yet to
improve yet so i still want to die.