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2003-04-17 03:33:27 (UTC)

The New Pythagorian Theorem

April 16, 11:30 PM
~Okay... So I havent updated in a few days. My life has
been falling apart somewhat -- moreso on the
extracurricular and scholastic fronts.
~Schools a mess, like always. I still have to pull up my
math grade -- by the by, I find it completely unfair that a
student in average math who has the EASIEST teacher in the
school (a certain Mr. Mathews who doesnt pay any attention
to what goes on in his computer-oriented algebra class) can
get into Honors Geometry/Trigonometry with a 90, while I --
an Honors students *unfortunately* with the HARDEST teacher
in the math department (Mr. Brooks... a slavedriver with a
dry sense of humor, lol) cannot get into Honors
Geometry/Trigonometry with an 83. Ahwell...
~And this play... Boy, its driving me batty. Im not
necessarily tired or drained or exhausted or sick, Im just
bitter. Im used to doing my job and not getting noticed by
anyone, especially since Im not a lead or anything (THANK
GOD!)... but Im just discouraged by the lack of uniformity
in the cast -- notice I said cast, cuz the crew does a
great job, despite the bitching Susong gives them. Hell, I
even snapped at Caroline tonight... which I regret dearly.
~Speaking of Caroline... And the title of my entry
tonight... I have a new theory, concerning "triangles".
Theyre confusing. Simple as that -- they make my head hurt.
Cuz I dont know what to do, what to say, or what to feel...
Im lost. Wait... Okay, so I havent really adressed this
issue before in my diary... But, yes, true to "rumor", I
love Caroline. Im in love with her and some (like ERIK)
might say Im obsessed, lol. And apparently maybe the
feeling is mutual... But a dear friend of mine, one who is
so incredible it astounds me, is also involved -- Kelsie.
Kelsie, I love you to death. Like it or not, you are
amazing... I cant believe that, even though you're involved
in this little triangle between me, Caroline, and yourself,
you are still such a great friend. I mean, here you are
every night, giving me advice and calming me down...
Youre... *pauses* just so damn incredible. I dont know how
to put it into words... Thank you, Kelsie. Thank you :)
~Hmm... Anywho, Ive got a lot on my mind... I think I
should go... do something... like lie down... or read... My
head hurts all of a sudden. Excuse me... Ill update
later... Night.
~G




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