Tight719's Girl

This is ME
2003-04-16 17:30:20 (UTC)

I am beautiful

I ate like a pig yesterday. Shannon even said " You had a
lot of food on your plate."
On the inside i cringed. I stopped myself from relpying.
I know I ate alot damnit. I know i shouldn't have.
I know i should be eating far less. I know!!

I just want my "body" back. The one people used to bitch at
me was "too skinny". I like people bitching at me for
that. I like getting upset at people and being able to say
to myself " well at least im not as fat as you are!"
I promise today, to myself, that before we leave this
school year that i will look the way i did. i know what i
have to do. And i know that its gonna be hard. Until i get
used to it. I did it once i can do it again.
I hate being bulgy. Thats not me. And its not going to be
anymore.




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