this is dead

Heartache every moment
2003-04-16 02:40:14 (UTC)

some wise words from my friend:..

some wise words from my friend:
skettios777 (9:54:00 PM): so you are good friends with
this guy, but you dont want to ruin your friendship by
liking him in any more than a friend? i know i hate people
who do that, i want them all to come into sum sorta
realization mode *oooh*. kk
skettios777 (10:24:40 PM): i hear ya, this is the part
where you get a friend to ask him....or persuade it out of
him in a way that doesn't let him know that u like him.
how to do that, i dont know!
skettios777 (10:24:50 PM): i wish i did :-(

She's awesome- its good to be able to talk to her like
that. The person that i usually can talk to things like
this about doesn't even know! It's one of those things
where i'm afraid to tell her cause she's friends with
him... out side advice from someone who doesnt even know
him can be more useful.... as for my other friends- they
tend not to understand these things lol- i mean sure there
are a few that might... but not really totally helpfully
really. Yeah I wish there was a way to find out who he
liked without him knowing that I liked him...err... oh
more stuff from her:
skettios777 (10:31:10 PM): o ok, it was a close enough lol
well u know, h could be thinking the same about you and
wanting you to open up first.

She could be right! I wish... I mean... if so... that'd
suck cause i'm not gonna... i'm a chicken and i don wanna
ruin anything... damnit... well if there is actually
someone reading this and you have advise that'd be SUPER!
(haha super...!. Geez it feels good talkin to britt....
I needed this... this kind of... knowingness- it's like
she... understands! I like it when i can talk to
people.... I like understanding... but i tend to be kind
of inside when it comes to feelings... and no one knows
me... all they see is a girl whos into rock, tends to wear
black- and they say "punk" or "goth" and its stupid. why
do people have to label others for interests and clothes.
My clothes are comfy. They tend to be black- but thats
what color they tend to come in... and black makes me feel
more comfy somehow too... i dunno... w/ev it doesnt
matter... the point is if you label people... don't. It's
stupid, and if you are the type who complains about
the "preps" or "punks/goths" LOOK AT YOURSELF! thank you-
thats my rant for tonight...




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