ms. bay

cat
2003-04-15 21:02:29 (UTC)

rain and pour

today was actually a good day.
i'm donig well with the fact that matthew cheated on me.
yup that was it, matthew cheated on me. lots of tears. i
act like i'm over it now. i' mnot. but its ok
with me it feels like when it rains it really pours but its
alright bc depression runs in the family so i know i'm
really ok.
i like swimming a lot right now.

i like josh
i like jeff
i like dan
bahahahahahaha
i love matthew

solamente quince dias a la que yo tomo mi examen de
driving, screw spanish ONLY 15 DAYS UNTIL I TAKE MY
DRIVER'S TEST. HELL YEAH.
watch me fail
i won't

i dont' care abotu my birthday

"birthdays are good for you, the more you have, the longer
you live."

a quote from mariah carey (on watching the commercials
about starving children in africa) "Thoes commercials
really touch me, i would love to be that thin, if it
weren't for all the insects and dirt."

so matthew andi need to talk and we don't have school on
friday so i figure i will talk to him then. i think i'm
going to tell him i don't think it could work between us. i
really could never trust him again. so i'm gonna tell him i
want us to be the best of friends that we can be and who
knows, maybe in the future, if we're lucky, it coudl work.


BLAH
i hate this

oh well, just time
time
time


FUCK

music today: ben harper good new album

ciao ~cb




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