Belinda

Life is just hopeless

Hello Diary,
I feel hopeless.
I why do I even care or even bother anymore I'll never know.
I don't kniw why I care since know one seems to care to to
give a flip about me.
Why should they anyway?
I seem to be a person my family just put aside or tossed
aside because they were ashamed of me.
I'm a hopeless case everyone is ashamed of me so why do I
even bother?
The world has never cared about me an never will.
My life is the worst.

I've been thinking about trying to start my book over again.
Maybe I should try to take a class about how to write a book.
I know I have it in me . People could actually learn a lot from my life about epilepsy.
I'd still be better off dead though I'm hopeless for sure though.

Belinda