)O( Goddess JessikA )O(

* MINDFULL * SELF * INDULGENCE *
2003-04-14 00:02:32 (UTC)

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so this is shitty im depressed and it sucks becuase i
havent felt this way in a long time. i feel like shit i
feel fat i havent been dancing which really pisses me off.
derek is seeing a movie and i am here getting yelled at by
my parents. went to see a show i was going to be in but
decided not to for some stupid reason like wanting to stay
with derek even though i only get to see him what the rest
of my life. dance comes over everything, and it should have
been my priority. this sucks. i need to get fucked up.




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