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The Common Thread
2003-04-13 03:06:32 (UTC)

happy v-day

well, i am at my dad's house right now. he just cooked me
one of the best meals i have eaten in a while (besides, of
course, the one i had last night at buca di beppo, my new
favorite restaurant). i measure the love my father has for
me by the quality of the meals he prepares for me. since
the man is not an emotional or affectionate person in the
least bit, the tenderness of the steak is equivalent to his
feelings toward me. tonight, the meat could have been
sliced with a butter knife. i'm so happy.

so things are going sour with my latest love interest. i
have reached that point where i don't know what to do with
myself and i have become restless... even though it hasn't
been but five weeks or so, i feel like i have been caged
for an eternity! and it's not even that serious of a
relationship. so i started in with the inevitable
avoidance, and the response was not so good. i just don't
know what to do anymore. but i guess it has been a good
thing because i got to call up my best friend whom i
haven't really spoken with in a while to ask for advice.
anyway, i have been thinking about the situation the entire
day, so needless to say it has been a long, crabby day. i
tried to keep myself busy, cleaning out my car, washing my
car, walking around aimlessly, checking my cell phone for
missed calls. i guess i should get it all out of the way
and call him already. set this whole thing at ease.

i still have to write a long entry about everything else.
when will i get around to that?




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