chantelmarilyn

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2003-04-13 02:09:28 (UTC)

Saturday NIght

It's been a few days. Not much has happened, while at the
same time alot has gone on.

My grandmother is trying to convince me that I dont love
matt. I am trying to convince her that I love him, and how
much love my body and heart and soul and mind and all that
have for him, and she says 'You are 14,you dont knwo how to
love' I know god damn well how to love.

Dance was alright. My first dance w/out kati and Charles.
kinda weird...cried. Danced w/ patrick and stiffer :-P
Rryan wouldnt unwrap a startburst w/ his tounge for me. I'm
starting to miss rryan, allthough he is right there infront
of me...he's acting different.

Random: chris says I have philophobia...fear of falling or
being inlove. I think im completely the opposite, but
thanks for the input.

Kayla moved today...and although I wasnt completely best
friends w/ her I will greatly miss her...

Manda came into chorus the other day crying and shit and
through me down on the ground and she was shaking her and
everything. hermom was beating her, she was scaredto go
home. I am scared for her.

Corey is whipped...he wont listen but when him and jeannine
are all over eachother while she HAS A BF and grinding and
shit...kinda pisses me off but lately he could care less
what I think so I dont knwo why I tried.

Im on honor roll...not that I care, just everyone is asking
me.

I didnt get to see Teagan in Guys and Dolls which really
SUCKS but, I will live. Im sorry though teagan.

Had Roadshow today...it was quite OM based. We rocked "BE
PRAYERFUL" "IM JUST A LITTLE GREEN
BEANSTALK" "HOOOOOOOONK" "DEAR GOD" "OUR BEAUTIFUL GOOSE
WOW" lol, too great!

Well, lots of stuff is going on but Ill write more later.

Maybe my life isnt so boring.




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