forget me

it's that simple
2003-04-11 22:56:36 (UTC)

i am Jello.

*PlaynInTheRain2: someone needs to update their journal
*wwD ouBle y OuwW: yes. but i dont kno... i dont even feel
like i am living.

I dont kno. this diary thing doesnt seem so important
anymore. haha. i dont feel like i have anything to say.

Right now.... i dont kno. everythings just normal...

I dont have some stupid boy that i like that lives 476.13
miles away anymore... no more confusion about bullshit... i
dont care about that anymore...

I DO have a hot boyfriend that i like alot. he is lovely.
its weird. i dont kno. i havent really WANTED a
boyfriend i dont think. its like. i keep well. not FORGETTING
that i have a boyfriend. but i just havent REALIZED it yet.
haha. its weird. it was all so fast. and i would think id
be like freaking out... but im not. lol. like. im happy
about it.... i dont kno why i let myself have a boyfriend
this time... but i did. and i am SO glad that i did. im not
like in SUPER DUPER OMG I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE my
boyfriend. cause weve only been dating for what like 2
weeks... and that crazy love has only happend like twice in
my life. and one... eh... didnt go so well. But. i am SO
fucking happy that i have my Drew. and that he is my
boyfriend. and hes HOT. and i just like the kid. lol. its
just weird how i feel. sorry if that sounds weird. like i
dont kno if i want him... i DO ALOT. i am HAPPY that were
together. lol. its just i dont kno gosh stop asking so many
questions. haha. Drew. i like you alot. :) Hi.

ok. so. ive NEVER had good friends. and all the stupid
girls i used to be friends with like were never cool. if
you got a boyfriend theyd like talk shit to your boyfriend
about you?? and talk about how stupid your boyfriend is...
what the hell is that??
wellll i have this SUPER rad friend that FIGHTS with my
boyfriend about who loves me more.... SHIT. Robyn Fucking
Rizzi i fucking love You.... teehee. you are HOTT. and you
DID kiss my butt.

Texas is a negative kids.... so the damn school i go to...
is fucking hard. and i got like a 2.3 and you have to have
a 2.5 to stay in. and my mom wasnt too thrilled about MYY
grades. and she said i dont deserve any special privelages.

fuck.

i dont kno.... i dont have feelings about anything
anymore...
whats wrong with me???


Emily.




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