Angie

My Life--Unscripted
2003-04-11 19:35:51 (UTC)

T.G.I.F.

Thank God it's Friday. That's all I have to say. Sorry I
haven't written in a while, I hadn't realized it was so
long since I wrote!!
Diet starts today. I know I say that every day, but I
seriously need to now. It's getting warm out which means
(for me) capri weather!! Maybe I can get my mom to take me
shopping tomorrow.....
Things are really really messed up with my "friends" right
now. Last week, when we went to the wild Lock-In, Emily
kept saying to me "Don't ditch me. We should hang out all
night." And then what does she do? You'll never guess. She
DITCHES ME! I was so fuckin pissed, I was about to pop the
blow up jumpy thing with a spork (provided by my school's
cafeteria, thank you very much).
But anyways, it feels like I'm really finding out who my
true friends are, and lemme tell you, it's a bitch. Maybe
it's a good thing I'm finding it out, but it's still a slap
in the face. And I mean a HARD one. It's hard when you find
out that a peson you thought you could always trust, you
can't. And right now I'm not talking about Emily. Because I
could never trust Em. To be honest, I stopped liking her at
the beginning of the school year. You're thinking "Sure,
you're just saying that cuz she shit all over you" but
that's not true! Cuz the friend I thought I could trust but
I can't, I really, really like(d?) as a friend, and now
it's like, i don't know anymore.
We went to School of the Arts (the school I got accepted to
but don't know if I'm going to) yesterday for a field trip
to see "Cinderella". Everyone's really talented there, but
I still don't know...
I wrote some poems the other night. And I mean really deep
poems, about like everything I'm feeling, but they're in my
journal (my hand written one) and I'm at school now, but
I'll copy in here when I get the time. (I would say later
today but I doubt that'll happen).

I'm gonna go. Maybe write another poem or something....

Till next time....

~Angie




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