littleducky0205

Duckys Life
2003-04-11 17:23:01 (UTC)

life blows cock

LoL you know what. when your me.... you just gotta look at
your life and fucking laugh.. or else your going to kill
yourself..which never seems to work anyways... its like God
wants me to be here to go thru all this shit to see how
much i can take.. ive only tried suicide 4 times.. and im
still stuck here.. its the shits... but you gotta laugh or
youll never get thru it ... im lazy but i want mosta the
ppl who actualy read this shit to know a little bit about
my life.. i know im a whine ass loltheres probly a lot
worse shit ppl been thru.. but fuck yaz all ill bitch if i
want too..this is my diary thing and i can write watever i
feel like... so kiss my ass... anyways...
a couple highlights to my life.. yay...
isnt the suspense killing you? haha
-i was born.. the spawn of all evil known to mankind LOL

-my dad trys to slit my throat.. hes a drunk so this was
one of his better ideas..

-the rents get divorced..my mothers smarter then she looks

-i meet Deryck..my friend for life..he will always be ther
to protect me..

-my best friend Krista's father commits suicide and her,me
and her older sister find him after school... Krista and i
were 6

-her and i get the shit beaten outta us @ school by gr
8s..ehh were 8

-gr1 i meet Shannyn who was my best friend up till now
(more then 11 years)

-age12..my other best friend Angel (Derycks sister) ODs at
a party we go to..(told that story)

-Krista and i make a suicide pact.. she dies and they save
me by pumping my stomach

-Derycks trys to commit suicide because he misses his Angel

-(age 13)during my 4 month relationship with "kevin" he
rapes me over 15 times

-again i attempt suicide agian my slittin my wrists
andafter the save me yet agian i become a full time "slicer"

-(age14)i get in all the shit i can with cops.. car
theft,shoplifting,mischief,vandalism,drunk,drugs..watever i
can!

-during all this i have my step father constantly beat the
shit out of me and just abusing me mentally and phsyically.

-i attempt suicide again. agian..my mom finds me and takes
me to the hospital and they bring me back again.. fucking
people dont they get the point yet?
well ill finish this later i g2g.. oh and one other thing
that happend.. last weekend my boyfriend of 10 1/2 months
got totally wasted and my best friend of more then 11
years, Shannyn, knew he was wasted and baked, and she cut
her wrists (more like a goddamn scratch) and told him ..
(he really has a lot of sympathy for her and her life and
hates when ppl slice (like me) so he comforted her and then
passed out) and she fucked him... so yeah.. i lost my
boyfriend and best friend of 11 years last weeknd.. i gotta
go to ktown now... ill finish my list later lol yeah its
not done yet!! have a good life and remember to laugh or
ull go nuts




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