MaGRo0023

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2003-04-11 05:13:26 (UTC)

dejavoo

the name is often whispered in my mind, but a fond memory
is all that is produced. no more heart break, no more
tears, just an emptiness left by the girl once loved.
where is devan? havent talked to her in days, and it seems
like it has been longer. semms like she has no intent on
talking to me, for she makes no effort to do so. this is
my life, and its ending one minute at a time. ive been
here before, but im not sure when or with who. shes gone
but the memory remains....its called a change-over. the
movie goes on andnobody in the audience has any idea....im
getting better. after you hit bottom you dont just get
back up. you wait awhile, getting used to your
surroundings, then you climb slowly. im climbing now, but
theres a long way to go. the two ppl least expected to be
a friend to me are the two girls that broke my heart, back
to back. cant say electra is being a complete friend, but
we're conversating, which is better than we were. krystal
actually talked with me for an hour or so the other night,
just catching up. its really nice to talk to her again.
we were best friends, and the love thing got in the way.
now theres no love so the friendship thing is comin back
around. dont think we can hang out or anything, but just
to talk every once in awhile is enough for me. thats the
411 for the present, ill try not to dwell in the past.




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