2003-04-11 03:09:30 (UTC)

sometimes, sometimes you just have to walk away...

What an absolutely amazing song.

Oh No, here comes the sun again.. that means another day
without you, my friend

And it hurts me to look into the mirror at myself, and it
hurts even more to have to be with somebody else

And its so hard to do, and so easy to say, but sometimes,
sometimes you just have to walk away..

So many people to love in my life, why do I worry about
But you put the happi- in my -ness... you put the good
times into my fun

We've tried our goodbye so many days, we walk in the same
direction so that we could never stray

They say if you love somebody, you have got to set them
free, but I would rather be locked to you, than live in
this pain and misery..

They say time will make all this go away, but its time
that has taken my tomorrows and turned them into yesterdays

And once again that rising sun is dropping on down,
and once again you, my friend, are nowhere to be found

And its so hard to do and so easy to say, but sometimes,
sometimes, you just have to walk away, walk away
and I head for the door.
just walk away..

Yes. Sometimes you do. And so. I paid my $30 application
fee. And I will request my transcripts tomorrow. And I
will do this. Not because it's a perfect opportunity. Not
because my kitties need a home. Not because my mother's a
lunatic. Not because Alli's great. Not EVEN because NO
ONE, not ONE single person has believed that I am strong
enough to do this. But because I for once know what I need
to do. And I for once am going to actually do it. Without
putting anyone else first. Because that has gotten me
nowhere for 5 years. And I have things I want to do with
my life that don't involve sitting around putting everyone
else first and letting those same people stomp on my heart
time and time again.
So sometimes you just have to walk away. And that is what
I'm going to do.