thea

the semi-secret life of thea
2003-04-10 20:24:57 (UTC)

owie

Yeah, so my arms hurt like a bitch today. Which i guess
is what you get for hacking the hell out of them...Errrmmm.
Yeah, so at one point they were like, throbbing, and i went
to the bathroom to go check it out. My sweatshirt had been
rubbing against them a bit too hard, cause they were all
bleeding again. So i went "oh you little fucker" and just
tried to wash em off a bit.
So they hurt all day. Today was kinda crappy, though i
was really happy for about 45 minutes. Then all my friends
were in bitchy moods, resulting in me being pissed as hell.
So yeah i want to cut, but i'm not going to cause my arms
hurt so bad as of right now. eeee. Owies. They usually
don't hurt so bad, but yeah there's a lot more of them this
time and they're quite a bit worse than the previous ones...
So i might be going to the movies tonight. Which would
be wonderful, a nice distraction, plus i'd get to buy a
bunch of new cds. Yay. I guess i'm in a pretty good mood
right now, it's weird...I was feeling so crappy, it's
strange how little things can brighten your pitiful
exsistance...:)
Welp, g'day to you and yours, ~i have no idea, just me


later: Ugh, i just can't stand seeing people in pain. People who i
love, people who for whatever reason love me. It just sucks. My
problems, my troubles, my pain, whatever you want to call it, i
seriously don't care about. It's just not as important as others'
problems. Damn it, feel better you. Please, feel better. I promise to
be the happiest girl in the world if you do. Seeing you happy would
make me happy, and i'm assuming vica versa, so if one of us tries,
wouldn't it work on both of us? Just semi-happy? Anything? God,
please help us...Please, make us better...




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