Confused

My Mystery
2003-04-10 17:56:27 (UTC)

~IM HUNGRY~

guess what... my girlfriend came to see me yesterday...
she was on her way from seattle to spokane and moses lake
is on the way so she stopped ny to see me... she was only
here for 30 minutes but it was still nice to see her even
if it was just for a little bit ya know... i miss her
alot.. i dont get to see her very much... only like twice a
month... that makes me sad... i dont like it but im glad
that shes waiting for me because if she didnt then i would
cry... its nice to be in love with a good person... it very
rewarding.... it like winning the lottery everyday... im in
love with a girl and she wonderful...lalala.... im
bored.... im so fuckin hungry.... im still in life
skills...blah blah blah.... its only like 10:00am... and i
dont get to eat until 11:45.... im gonna die.... i hate
education... i hate job corp.... i hate moses lake.... and
i hate being hungry..... i love eating..... i love my
girlfriend...... i love lasagna..... i love making love....
i love butterflys....yea right.... i was one of those kids
that chased butterflys with a spraybottle full of beach
water...lol..... i was a fucked little kid..... i love
kitty kats.... and most of all im in love with my
girlfriend...... she is my princess... and i will always
treat her like one.... she deserves it and i would never
treat her badly... she deserves more than that... i just
hope that i can give her everything that she deserves ya
know.... i want to give her the world and the stars and
everything that she wants.... but because im here and shes
there its kind of hard to do right now... i just hope that
she realizes that im in love with her and that when i do
get out of here i WILL give her all that i can.... i only
want to make her happy...even though sometimes i get stupid
and upset her... like last night i got all depressed and
doubted her loyalty... that was a dumb thing to do because
i know that she loves me and that she wouldnt do anything
that would jeperdize our relationship.... i think we really
are stuck for life.... i just hope that its not because i
took her virginity.... i want it to be real... not
required.... and im really afraid that she only stays with
me cause she feels like she has to.... do you get where im
coming from with this? it makes a little sense to me but
yea..... im in love with her either way... i just hope that
what she feels is real........................me




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