smileyj4ever

Daily troublez
2003-04-09 02:36:16 (UTC)

Tuesday 4/8

Well todays wednesday i shoulda written last week but i
wasnt in da mood. hmmm wut has happened to meeh lately damn
where do i start umm well da first thing i decided not to
talk to daniel anymore and den he decided we shouldnt talk
cuz he didnt get dat i had already told him. Honestly i
think hes soooo fuckin stupid right now i mean he took
things wrong and he just tripped like a dumbazz ughhh it
gets meeh so mad. ok breath ....... ok well here it goes a
friend of his and mine asked meeh out last week on thursday
and i was talkin to daniel online so i told him da truth
which was even though meeh and daniel say we werent goin
out we still kinda were cuz i just needed a break cuz i had
to much stress to deal wit all da stuff like is he mad at
meeh and stuff. so i talked to daniel bout it and i asked
meeh if it was true cuz i thought it was( dat we were still
kinda goin out) well i told him and he asked if i needed a
break or if i need break well i told him same diff cuz i
wasnt really thinkin. anyways daniel thought i wanted to
get back wit him only cuz dat guy had asked meeh out(which
i never had said) anyways well i tried to explain da truth
but he wasnt listenin to meeh so i got mad and said sum
shut i dont regret sayin and he told meeh to stop fuckin
wit him so i told him he had nutin to worry bout id never
mess wit him again. i kinda regret it and in a way i wanna
call him sooo bad and talk to him cuz i miss him but theni
wont cuz it wasnt my fault i did nutin bad dis time and im
not gonna beg him to talk to meeh i just wanna finsh dis
year and see wut happenes wit skool if i get in da class i
want to den ill stay if not then ill go i hope to go but
then i wanna get in dat class so i dont know wut ima do
anymore but im leanin toward goin to houston cuz its fun
ass hell over there , and my family lives over there, and i
can start all over and forget bout any guy except a few
like sleepy and ray and dom and seth and rob but dats
basically it ohhh yeah and micheal im sorry i forgot ya u
know i luv ya. ill kepp in touch wit my friends cuz well
ima write my closest friends :) but yeah. today my friend
seth wrote meeh tellin meeh i was actin shady (again)cuz i
wasnt really in da talkin mood and ignored him i didnt mean
to but lately i just wanna sleep all day and never wake up
but yeah i explained to him dat i wasnt really in da mood
and he said y and he assumed i was depressed so i told him
i kinda was cuz well its da truth and he asked y but i told
him id rather not talk bout it. on a positive side juan (my
dad) left out of town till prolly friday yay . ohh yeah i
have to give daniel his ring back but really dont wanna
see him i wanna leave in my ceramic frog but im afraid
sumone will find it and loose it so i wear it but i hide it
cuz i dont want people to see meeh wearin it cuz we dont
talk but ima go now cuz im listenin to music and have to do
sutff biez laterz




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