people think they know me but they dont. they run their
mouthes about me. i think i have true friends but they
really arnt. i care so much about someone that i am
letting go and that i dont want to but i have to. i tired
of crying over things he says or he does. i cam tired of
trign and tring to get him back but getting no where. i
am tired of him being there one day and not the next. i am
tired of poeple not caring and saying they care. i need
people in my life that is there and always will be there.
and wait thats no one right now. i dont know what i am do
i love some one so much but all he says is meanthings to
me and gets me all mad and then hes once when he wants
something. i just dont know what to feel anymore and how
to feel and what to think. i feel like i support him and i
cant afford it cuz he aint got a job. but whats new right
i cant ever have what i want and when i think i do then it
just back fires in my face. i care and i do everything
for him and i always will. but i forgot i am a lier,
nastey, slut, bitch, stupid, and i guess no good either.
U MIGHT NOT BELIVE ME HUN BUT I LOVE AND CARE FOR U MORE
THEN U WILL EVER THINK. I AM SO SORRY ABOUT WHAT I DID
AND THAT I LIED.