bonni

ramblings
2003-04-08 20:32:06 (UTC)

update from library.

well. sitting here in the library. tia's gone insane and
is running all over the place like a maniac.. have no idea
when or where i can find her. blah.. weather sucks.. but i
guess it's all good. austin and i, i guess aren't talking,
or at least, i'm not going to talk to him because he's
truly a jackass and i'd rather not associate with people
like that. i truly thought that he was a decent person.. i
guess i just gave him benefit of the doubt... i dunno...
i don't know what i was thinking, anyhow. i could say mean
and other not nice things about him.. but i'd rather just
keep them to myself for now. only a month left. thank
goodness.
going home, i think next weekend for easter to talk to my
parents... i'm going to tell them about my suckiness once
again this semester. tell them i'm still miserable despite
the 'happy song and dance' i've been feeding them. i think
it's just wrong, the facade i put up for them. i wish i
were closer to my parents and that they were more
understanding of my abnormalities as a person. anywho.. i
better go find tia... my entries will be sporatic until i
get my computer up and running again. austin changed his
passwords and started mumbling something about people using
his computer not just for school stuff. when did that rule
come along?? i'd get online to check my mail, update my
diary, and talk to people (unless i had something i needed
to look up).. oh well.. gotta go...




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