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Coming Clean
2003-04-06 01:32:13 (UTC)

Prom???

??? Tons of questions. Ahh... Prom is sometime in May and I
have no one to go with and it really sucks. It's my senior
year and all the guys the nice guys that I know have dates.
I really don't want to go alone. It might be miserable. I
do have a guy in mind. I was thinking of Matt. Though Matt
and I haven't talked for a long time. We had classes last
semester, but that is about it. I don't know. We got along
and all, but we had different political views on the war.
Which is fine and no big deal. He's republican and I'm not.
He is always popping in my mind, so maybe he is the person.
I have no idea and it's driving me crazy. I just want a
really nice guy to ask me. Guys are suppose to ask girls.
Last year I asked as guy and it was fun and all. But, now
that I'm a senior, I really wish that a nice guy would ask
me. I just want to have fun. I think any girl can
understand that. Sam is lucky, he has someone. He is such a
nice guy and he deserves a nice girl. I'm really glad he
had guts to ask this friend of mine to Prom. I wish I could
go with him too. If I don't find anyone, maybe he could
have two dates instead of one. That would be funny. But,
truly he's a nice guy and oh... I don't know. Then there is
Josh, a guy I have known for six years, but I haven't
talked to him for about 3 months. He never calls and it
makes me sort of sad. I haven't called him. But, I am
always one who calls him. It's a bit ridiculous. There's my
problem, everytime I think about asking him, then Matt pops
into my mind. Ahh, I just for some reason can't get the guy
off my mind. I feel that somehow I'm getting some sort of a
sign. Yeah, that may sound completely crazy. I just have
this weird feeling. I kind of feel sad. I don't know. Maybe
my medicine isn't working completely and I hope they make
me take the whole pill instead of half of it. It would be
great. It defintely would. I just hope everything works
out. Maybe Matt will ask me. That would be cool. Maybe....
I'll just have to see what happens and I'll report the news
later.

*Jenna*




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