caulfield

Exit from Reality
2003-04-05 05:11:30 (UTC)

would you like some hot dog with that ketchup?

hi people. today was another non exciting day of an average
home schooler. i woke up at 8 to catch 3 hours of dawsons
creek. man, that joey sure gets emotional. and whoever
pasey's gf is, she is constantly forgiving him. dawson is a
loser. and jen got used...oye. im sure america already
knows this, but i dont, so fuck you.

i watched "true life, i have an eating disoreder" and oh my
god it was so gross. there was a girl who kept like a
months worth of throw up in a huge air tight bin...oye i
will not go on. they also followed around a guy, and it was
so weird to see like a guy almost crying while looking in
the mirror. it was a joke.

i worked a bball tourny cuz i had to, all players do. only
thing is, im not a player, or i wont be next year, but no
one knows that, so i just pretend like im gonna be there,
and enjoy the time i have with the girls i like. ally and
moe kick ass, haha. me and moe will have to jack some more
20's tomorrow....god i'm horrible.


i then escaped to lochs house. i actually love every second
there even if im just babysitting. i love those kids like
their my own family, they practically are as much as im
over there. i love brooke the most, shes so cute with her
curly hair always in a high pony, her sweet smile, and god
those jammies tonight were so cute. they were pink ones
with booties-her lil belly motioning outward slightly with
each unsteady step. and i cant forget the grunt,
constipation sound she was making today, it was hilarious.
i seriously get like chills when she runs to me and clasps
her little arms around my legs when shes scared. i feel
like im apart of their lives totally, and i love that. i
love the way that all 3 of them pronounce my name
differently, and how all 3 of them want different things
from me. best damn kids to watch ever. loch and i put um to
bed, and ended up drinking just a smidgen, not to get
wasted, but just to feel a bit more chilled. we then
watched part of pretty and pink, and gave up on the movie
cuz the kids needest us, by the time we were done getting
parker to bed, my dad was there, so i dipped.

i had a really good convo with andrew linde. i seriously
love that kid, hes so fun to talk to, and i thought it was
hilarious he was delivering pizzas while talking to me,
haha. plus he has the eyebrow pierced-friggen cream. and he
came up with a stellar plan to see me more, so i gotta love
that.

and kevin-youre amazing. i honestly love talking to you,
and youre so talented not only at drawing, but hitting
celions high notes, haha. thanks for everything, especially
the unneeded compliments, and great emails.

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stevie left me today to go to wisconsin. he really didnt
leave me, considering that i havent seen him since the
superbowl party, but in a sense we talk so much, that hes
always with me. i think about that kid too damn much, not
all like sappy either, sometimes i seriously want to shoot
him, haha, all in good fun. all is fair in love and war.
ill miss ya mac.

i hope everyone atttending taking back sunday had a blast,
and enjoyed it for those of us (me) who couldnt make it.

jesse becker is an interesting person. he manages to stay
ghostly white, yet represent the ghetto of this
county...osseo. i dont mind hanging with the kid, but hes
so not like me, which isnt necessarily bad, but just
opposite, who cares. new options need to be explored
anyways.

sleep is needed cuz i have bball early in the morning.
nothing like waking up to work your ass of while every
other person is still in bed. gotta love practice (sarcasim)

i love you linds.

song of the day: emotion is dead Part I by juliana theory

hotties
-andrew
-stevie
-dago
-kevin




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