CainandAble

Narcissus in Chains
2003-04-04 03:20:05 (UTC)

What are tears part deuce

Not crying becomes easier and easier as time goes by after
a while you just dont think about it and your anger, hurt,
and rage comes out in other ways. Like screaming, or
hitting things. Everything has so much more clarity when it
is not clouded by tears. I like it, some people find crying
to be a release, to me it has always been a prison only
complicating my problems, never relieving them. Well
anymore when I am sad the feeling to cry doesnt even really
pop up, but i do get that tight feeling in my throat, but
that seems to be the only remnant left. Iam sure that if I
gave them the opportunity I could cry a fucking river, but
I wont let my self. Well thats all for tonight.. i know its
a slightly fragmented entry but oh well.


~Becky




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