Confused

My Mystery
2003-04-03 16:32:45 (UTC)

SOOO SAD.......

im sad...im bored....im tired.....and im...... in class
right now.....life skills......yay.....i wish that i could
talk to my girlfriend but i cant cause the phone in my dorm
is broke and they wont fix it cause we are getting two new
ones in 2 weeks....... that means that i cant talk to her
until then because there is no other phone on campus that i
can use..... the only time that i can call her is when i go
into town and thats kinda rare.... im in moses fuckin
mistake....this place truly is nothing but a whole in the
ground.....and i barely ever get to go into town anyways
even if i wanted to..... i havent talked to my baby in two
whole days..... GGRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR....... its driving me
crazy and i cant take it any more..... im so afraid that
shes not going to wait for me.....and not being able to
talk to her doesnt make things very much better for me or
her..... goddamn this class is boring......i hate job
corp.......i want to go home to my girl and my
family.....but.....i cant even go home....mainly cause if i
did go home i would have nowhere to go.....if i leave here
my step-dad isnt going to let me come back there.....oh
well....i should probally be here anyways..... its a good
oppurtunity i suppose.....ya know....i was reading some of
my old diary entries on here yesterday and i cried....can
you believe that shit..... i was laughing my ass off at the
memories of my fucking ex and smoking weed and all the
stupid shit i did...but it was sad to remember the good
thing and know that i cant do them ever again cause im in
JOB CORP..........yay.....it sad.....i miss my girlfriend
so much.....yawn....ill get back to work now......




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