aDeafeningSilence

If These Scars Could Speak
2003-04-03 05:13:52 (UTC)

Handful of Redemption

The sick and tired refrain of everyday
Is branding itself into you.
Discouragement defined by all the times
When everything just falls apart.
And your skeletons have broken down the door
And left you there for dead.

How do we find a little piece of heaven
In our time before we find acceptance
When no one understands at this point
That a handful of redemption's all we need

From remorse to rebirth finding it hard
To think that this is really true.
Ask how long should we wait before we take
Instead of waiting to be free.

How do we find a little piece of heaven
In our time before we find acceptance
When no one understands at this point
That a handful of redemption's all we need

And all, all the fear all the anger falls away.
All the days that were wasted cut and pasted fall away.
Never walked so tall until that moment
When fate and circumstance collide.
When all it takes is a step that you never saw
And burdens fall away.

- Boy Sets Fire "Handful of Redemption"

This song is exactly what's going on with me right now. Take
it as a good thing Megan, cuz all the fear and all the anger
falls away. The second verse "from remorse to rebirth,
finding it hard to that this is reall true" is exactly what
I've been worried about from the beginning. You have to
understand that everything good I've ever had in my life
just crumbles away and turns to shit. This is the best thing
I've ever had in my life, so in the back of mind I just fear
that it will be bullshit. It's not that I don't believe you
or trust you, it's just what it is...fear. I love you and
you are making my fears fall away. Just another obstacle
climbed, and now I'm closer to you. I love you baby, and I
am here for you. Sorry for being a burden. I will no longer
play that role, I am forever here by your side. I love you =)




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