CainandAble

Narcissus in Chains
2003-04-02 22:42:34 (UTC)

Indicisiveness has no place here

I think I finally know what I want in a guy, its from
experience. I think you realize what would make u happy by
experiencing it and then you find the next best thing and
make do with that. Iam not all into talking about love and
all the warm fuzzy shit that goes with it, but Iam going to
in this entry. Lately it is like guys have been raining
down on me like fucking presents from the sky, but none of
them are what I want. I have been asked to the prom twice
already and I have chased (is that the appropriate word??)
five or so others away. I feel like a bitch but I just
think its easier to let someone know bluntly if you could
ever be anything more than friends with them instead of
leading them on. Like today I had some guys come up to me
and tell me that their friend liked me and would I ever
date him... I just kind of bluntly shot down any hopes with
one word, "no". It could be considered cruel or kind of
like euthanizing a sick dog, sure your killing it but it is
suffering and would just get worse if it was left to live.
Well enough about being a bitch. Here is what I decided I
want in a guy

1.nice looking, not hott (I dont find pretty boys
attractive)but I need to feel sexually attracted
2.Intelligence, must read books and know how to apply them
to everyday life.
3.Must not be a vanilla person, by vanilla I mean unwilling
to experience new things sexually and in life, hell if I
find the right person we will experience together,
kinkiness is definately a plus
4.funny sense of humor, but not annoying
5.GOOD HYGIENE!! cannot stress this enough!!! clean teeth,
smells nice.

and if I want to get really into it I usually am attracted
to dark haired, stocky guys but I am not prejudiced against
blonde boys either.

This isnt so much a personal ad, just helps me get my
thoughts in order about what I really desire in a guy when
I eventually get one.

~Becky




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