Ashes-to-Dust

*Candyland*
2003-04-02 06:58:23 (UTC)

***sigh***

I havent written in this thing for a while, because ive
been busy moving into my new house...
i like it...
Vanessa came over this weekend while we were moving...
it was great...
she fell asleep early....
but when i got into bed she woke up and laid her head
against my chest, and i fell asleep holding her...
before i went to sleep i remember thinking to myself:
** i could spend the rest of my life like this....
with her in my arms....
i love her so much....**
and earlier tonight i was thinking about some things that i
really needed to think about...
you know things like......
**why am i still waiting for her,
she's with robert...
and she loves him,
but i love her...
im so pathetic...
im pretending shes with me when shes not....**
and it made me kind of sad...
then she called me...
she knew that something was wrong,
and she told me exactly the things i needed to hear
to make me feel better....
shes just so fucking great....
***sigh***
i need to go to to sleep...
i have to wake up at 6 A.M. to go register at my new
school...
so thats it for now...
i will write more at a later time...
night night.....

"nobody is perfect....until you fall in love"

-A.M.




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