ShaaShaa621

A Teenage Girls Perspective On Hell
2003-04-02 02:09:36 (UTC)

Bomb Iraq

Hey people! whats goinnn on...

WOW i havent written since December... im really bad at
being loyal, arent i? hahaha

Anyway, I made it into CHS's 'Blast from the Past' this
year!!!!!! I've been wanting to get into that for the past
5 years and it finally happened! Not only that, but I'm a
back-up singer for 'Express Yourself' and im in the band!!
HOW MUCH DOES THAT ROCK?!

Urg... today was a half day (and tomorrows gonna be one
too) and so me and some friends were gonna go down to the
mall and have lunch and stuff, but then we decided not to,
so I just went home... and after about 15 minutes I was
like "CRAP! Its 12:30! I really gotta do somethin with
someone!" well i called everybody and they either were
stuck at home, they were out somewhere else, or they were
with their boy/girlfriend. Ahhh... I was so desperate for
someone to hang out with that I called Carl (and its not
that hes the last person I would ever wanna hang out with,
its just that his girlfriend thinks that everytime im near
him im trying to steal him from her, so.. er..)and when I
called him he was like breathing hard and stuff and was
like "Er.. hehe.. yeah.. im .. uh.. yeah busy... heh..
yeah... ok bye... OHH..." and i was just thinking "good
god hes probably getting head from Storm (his girlfriend)
right now... ahhh!!!!!"

My poor little Carl! He used to be so innocent and pure
and now hes going to 3rd in movie theatres!! THE HORROR!
or maybe its just cuz I'm little Ms. Mary the Virgin here,
who knows.

did anyone just notice that so far this entry has NOTHING
to do with Iraq?! hehe. Well, lets talk about Iraq. LETS
BOMB EM!!!! Ok, ok, for all of you anti-war people out
there - I understand that yes, war IS bad and bloodshed IS
bad and killing innocent civilians sucks, but hey, because
Clinton screwed up in office and didnt kill Saddam or
Osama (when they were offered to him on a silver
platter!), we gotta deal with it now, and if you're
telling me that you'd rather risk getting bombed by
chemical weapons than just kill him and get it over with
(neverminding the civilians) then your crazy! But then
again, you might not live 10 miles from D.C. like me, so
maybe you dont have a single fear of chemical warfare in
your mind, hehe. And if your just opposing the war because
you dont like Bush, thats even more stupid! Bush is our
president, whether people like it or not, and we might as
well support him instead of being like "AHH HE SUCKS HES
THE CRAPPIEST PERSON THAT EVER LIVED!" its been almost 3
years since the election, GET OVER IT!

*ahem* Moving along... so yeah Tarik ditched me.. man i
havent talked to him since November and that meanass
email...

I havent talked to Jess since school started...

I havent talked to Marshall since November,...

I havent talked to Tom since who knows when...

ya know, me and jess got in a fight right before she left
for boarding school, and i dont think she ever forgave
me... I mean, i dont blame her; when I get in a fight with
someone, I dont care how much of a bitch I am, i feel as
if I have to win. but anyway, in that fight, she was
like "have you ever realized that no one wants to hang out
with you anymore? and do you know why? BECAUSE YOU'VE
CHANGED! Nobody likes the new person you are!" and i was
just like "SAY WHA, BITCh1?!!" back then, but now im
beginning to believe because i mean, they have all stayed
in touch ('they' being Tarik, Jess, Marsh, Tom, and
Miranda) and I've just been excluded. But oh well. I guess
with new schools comes new friends and experiences and
crap. Whatever.

Another thing thats been bothering me lately is that I've
liked this guy since the first day i saw him (the second
day of school) and i havent stopped liking him since and
everyone is like "ohh you should ask him to do something"
but its not ... 'right' to ask a guy out!! The guy is
supposed to ask the girl out, right?! Grr.. I hate it how
every single guy has to have the perfect skinny girl in
his arms or else she isnt good enough. Every guy wants to
be my FRIEND, but NONE want to date me. They all used to
make fun of me by saying "Whoever dates Shannon is such a
freak" until they saw me at Homecoming (hgaha where I was
still single), and since then they havent ever made a
single mean comment, but still .. argh!!! Why cant I have
the guy i like?!?!!!?!? grrrr... I gota admit though, not
having got your first real kiss yet and not have your
first boyfriend kinda gives you a pride... and yet a
strange sense of being a complete DORK!!!!!!!!!!!
Grrrr.... a piano playing, singing, dancing, studying
dork... all I need is to get some thick-rimmed black
glasses (even though i dont need em) and then i'll look
perfect. Ill be a complete dork who cant help her shape
because, Oh!, Mediterrainean women all have wide hips and
big butts and theres nothing we can do about it.

OK ok ok. calming down. Im gonna go watch some quality
tv... see ya.
~shannon~




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