Fallen from grace

i'm such a hypocrite...

I haven't written in forever; i don't even know why I'm
writing now. A lot has changed since I kept this
journal...but at the same time everything's the same: I'm
more comfortable with my looks, but also hate who I am
more; I'm comfortable with my religion now, but most people
telling me I'm wrong; etc, etc, etc. I'm more of a
hypocrite towards myself than to anybody out in the real
world...but that's probably the best kind of hypocrite.