i've fallen head over heals

the gay/pathetic/boring life of kayla
2003-04-01 21:17:13 (UTC)

bla bla bla

i have finally decided that i am not gonna keep on likin
matt souder like i have been...cuz i mean first of all...he
does have a girlfriend...and they will prolly go out for a
while......im guessing!!....:( then too many other people
like him so i know im at the bottom of the list.......so i
guess he told ashley that if he didnt have a girlfeiend he
would go back out with her..so i dont know i am just gonna
TRY to not like him..that and everyone says i should stop
likin him...i dont know why they care....but yeah.... so
all spring break i been actin all happy around everyone but
when no one is around i am cryin lots!! i dont know why! i
should stop i think..but i dont know how to stop...i think
its all over matt too! cuz i like him loads!! but i dont
know....ok enough of that

so far my spring break has been awesome! and i cant wait
till thursday! my mom is takin me shopping! and anu is
comming with me! and we are getting our role modle shirts!
and our MADE shirts..i have been wanting a made shirt for a
long time! but i feel kinda bad cuz matt jsut got one and i
will feel like a poser....haha oh well!! imma rock the
plain made shirt! and my mommy is gettin me some shoes! she
is dumb! she is like how much are they! and im like only
like $80 and she is like then thats all the shoes ur gettin
till the next school year! haaha oh well its all good!! cuz
im kayla and im a cool person!! haha dont i wish! hahah but
im bout to go cuz i sound like an ass!! love to all~ kayla




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