chantelmarilyn

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2003-04-01 02:19:31 (UTC)

Just another night...

and I've decided not to take your shit any longer.

That's right. If you were my friend, you wouldnt be doing
this to me. You wouldnt be leaving me in the dust for no
reason. You know who you are, and you know what you did
wrong. I hate finding fault so im not going to explain it
in here. If you want to talk camly, Rianna, w/out bitching,
then we can sometime...but I'm sick of your bitching
around. we go way back, I dont want to screw things up. But
apparently, you do.

Today has been very boring. It's funny, that I can come up
w/ more exciting entries when I'm having no life, and then
when I have drama and shit my mind blanks. Oh well.

Omg, hilarious, but I decided to have FHE w/ my grandmother
today...and I planned it. Yah, I was feeling liek shit on
sunday when I stayed home, because, I just have ( I dont
want to get into it) but, I read this article in the New
Era, about how we are all different. It really worked
wonders on my optomistic side. Lol, so I had my grammy do
the writing promt that I did earlier on here (the Crayon
entry) and I shared my list w/ her. It was werid, 'cause we
are just, not that close. But anyways...I got to like, # I
dunno, about how I like being close to people...and she was
like, 'I've been worrying about Corey giving you piggy
backs. That's too close, and he can feel the imprint of
your young boobs and crotch on his back...and that
could...'give him a rise' ' OMG, I almost died. Im not
exactly giften in the hotness department, but whatever
floats my grandmothers boat.

Hmm...what else? Ive decided NOT TO BRUSH MY HAIR! omg, I
can't wait till marisa hears, but Im just not doing it
tomorrow. Lol, throughing it up in a ponytail is good
enough for me. And people will see, I really dont care what
they think anymore.

Randy wants me and stiffler back together. He's also
curious whether I like other people or not. Very curious. I
wonder why? Lol, I was like, 'Oh yes randy, I want
everyones body!' But, really...I dont. I dont want anyone
besides Matt...so for those of you talking shit about me
for hugging patrick or being close to people...fuck off.
That's all I have to say on that subject.

Oh, and my Kaylee dearest burned Five Finger Discounts cd
for me. Amazing that people I know can make such wonderful
music. I think they should be famous someday.

I acutally slept last night, which was weird...cause I
havent in a while. Dont ask why. It could be all this
learning about the holocaust in LA, cause I keep having
fucked up holocaust dreams...but it must be something else.
Plus, it has been really hot in my room.

Speaking of hot, what happend to the weather. Not to
complain, but going from 70 degrees to what, 30 something,
isnt nice. I guess thats what I get for living in good on
LA, New Hampshire.

Im also wondering why the TV guide channels has switched
its colors and setup, random, I know, but it looks funny.

Talk about random. I said two random things today
(probabally more but these are sticking out in my mind).
First, I was sitting in the hall pigging out on popcorn
(and throwing it at corey) when I randomly said, "When I
get older I want to swim in a bowl of noodles." I know i
know, crazy...but it would be fun. I mean, naked in a giant
bowl of noodles...lol. Just thought it would be nice. And
then, I was just sitting in drama w/ corey and all of a
sudden I yelled "I want one". No idea why...im a loser.

Also, I'm wondering waht curtis meant the other day when I
asked him if he would miss me and he said, "Yes" and I
asked why and he said "Personal reasons". He has a split
personality...its name is Alex. Alex thinks im beautiful. I
think that, Alex effects Curtis's thoughts about me. We'll
see.

Well, for a real entry, thats all I got. Ill probabally do
something random later on tonight if my brain so
requests...but thats all I can get my little fingers to
type on what happend today. Boring, I know. But, fun.




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