random scribbles
2003-03-31 21:57:20 (UTC)

{in the movies, they never had it so good}

i'm tired...

of bitchy looks

of unspoken words

of loving someone i will never have

of not knowing how to comfort my best friend

of making stupid excuses for not having finished schoolwork

of feeling lazy

of not really knowing what i want from life or who i really

of having to defend myself against people who are meant to
love me

of always grasping at something that is beyond my reach...

and i find it kind of funny, i find it kind of sad, that
the dreams in which i'm dying are the best i've ever had