forestnymph

novembersnow
2003-03-31 19:16:06 (UTC)

overwhelming

i feel overwhelmed all the time......

my house if full of staff and tenants and kids and animals
and books i want to read.....its all good stuff but
sometimes i just want to be alone....ironic.....i feel
completely alone all the time....like im living in a
bubble....and no one can see me.....like im watching the
world go by from the outside looking in....i need to start
asking for help.....

ill start this week.....ill ask dirk to come over and help
me put my new kitchen cart together.....and maybe help me
build a new front stoop on my house.....baby steps....




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