Timothy

revelations, about fucking time

or so some would say no doubt

i've come to understand, that all i
do with this diary is whine about
not having a girlfriend, and being
a lonely shmuck

so, if it will please the crowd as it
were, i shall do my best to not
do as much snivelling as posible

that said, i am not so sure why i
am writing in this diary, i mean i
wonder, if this not the original
idea, which was to vent about
how the world is so damned
unfair, and how i really need to
get a life.

so, i'm lonely, so, i'm looking for
love, so, i'm afraid of being alone
and not ever finding that one
special grrl, who knows maybe
i already have, and i've gone and
blown it because of silly and really
stupid dumbass decisions

so, i think, i will stop showing off my
diary to girls, i think it makes them
think, quite bluntly, i am a total loser

and i don't blame them, really

oh well, shit happens and we just
have to move on, and who cares
if for whatever reasons i just end
up doing nothing but living alone

sigh