Emily

One More in the World
2003-03-30 19:41:22 (UTC)

I Want To Get This Out Of My Head

I want to get this out of my head. But I know some of my
friends read this. So I don't know how to say it to all of
you without having them know as well. It's not bad at all,
really. But I don't want concern. Or I don't want to hear
any long ass lectures about how what I'm doing could be
dangerous. I know it COULD be, but anything I CAN do COULD
be dangerous ya know? It's weird. I've never kept anything
from my friends, and with this, I do it indirectly.
Obviously some of them read this, therefore some of them
know, but so much more is being kept from them. It makes me
feel so bad, and so dishonest. But I'm getting it out
without feeling pathetic. It's all weird. And makes no
sense. But I want to get this out. I just don't know how.
What do I do?

ME, ERICA, ABBY, AND CAITLIN LEAVE FOR MAUMEE ON TUESDAY! HELL
YES! SPRING BREAK GET AWAY! IT'LL BE SOO FUN!! CAN'T WAIT!!
((I'm not excited?!?!?) lol *sarcasm*

Goodbye.




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