aDeafeningSilence

If These Scars Could Speak
2003-03-30 09:12:46 (UTC)

When angels weap

When she cries I want to send my soul
To wrap her in a blanket of sleep
Until she can wake and be with me
Away from the cold that plagues her world
The problems she faces daily
Bring her to her knees
Sometimes I want to drop it all
Just to hold her for a moment
Peaceful and true we would stay
Our fears would melt away
Nothing else would matter then
Until that day, I remain here
Arms outstretched, waiting for
My mind to rest and be at peace
Hers as well, the pain to cease
Everyday is one closer
With only a short time until we meet
We belong together for eternity
I know this in my heart
I can't explain or understand
I just push on, to begin again
With her, our life together
Nothing will compare
And everytime we speak
She never ceases to change me
And take my breath away

I love you Megan. I know you love me baby, don't think I
don't. I know things are really hard for you right now, with
your brother in the war, and me so far away, and whatever
else might be bothering you. I'm here if you want to talk or
just want to hear my voice. I will be here for you always
and I will never judge you or get mad at your feelings. I
love you with all my heart. I want to spend the rest of my
life with you. I don't say that because I'm scared or
desperate. I don't say it as a rebound or anything like
that. I don't say it because you do, just to make you happy.
I would say it even if you didn't feel the same. Just like
you used to know, now I do. You knew all along we were meant
to be, now I see. I want to be with you always. I want to
see you when we're old. I want to wake up next to you for
all of my days. I couldn't ask for anything more. You keep
me alive, and give me something to live for. You keep me
focused and hungry. You make me who I am. I can't wait to
see you baby. I can't wait to hold you. I know this is the
millionth time I've said most of this, but it's all the more
true. Everytime I say it, it means more. It engraves your
face upon my heart. Our souls are one in the same, and
that's why it hurts so much to be in love right now. It
hurts so much because we are one, but our lives force us to
be seperate and so far away right now. Soon that won't be
the case. It will soon be how it is meant to be. Will you
let me love you forever? Will you be the one I turn to for
the rest of my life? I hope so, because I don't know what
I'd do without you. I love you baby. Goodnight.




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